MAKING WHAT I WANT TO MAKE
Since I will be adding color to some of my newer larger pieces, I wanted to figure out what this will look like that makes sense for me. There is still too much color in this piece for me, but I am loving the grayed down, muted palette. “Untitled”, 16”x 12”, acrylic on wood. © 2021 David Limrite
“My purpose is to render my emotions.”
Henri Matisse/ Artist
Making What I Want To Make
I decided a long time ago to be an artist who makes what he wants to make.
This decision has both worked for me and against me.
My art is not for everyone. It is dark, moody, and not something you would find hanging in a restaurant or hotel room. My work requires a certain kind of appreciation. It is emotional, sometimes aggressive, edgy, and mostly dark. But I think my art is beautiful and I love making it. I don’t sell a lot of my art, but it does find its audience. And my audience loves my work too.
I have had opportunities to make more colorful, calmer, prettier and softer paintings, but I have rarely taken anyone up on these offers. Working this way would just not feel like me. To me. Which seems kind of odd, because if you know me , or have met me before, you know that I am nothing like my work. I am mostly an upbeat, positive, calm, pleasant guy. I am not filled with angst, anger and negative emotions. I’m a nice guy. Well… most of the time. {Smile}
I just like making energetically, aggressive and emotionally dark work. Maybe its an alter ego. {Smile}
I have sacrificed some money, fame and wide spread popularity, but I have remained true to myself and my art all of my adult life. And, I am proud of that.
Have I doubted myself? Yeah. Do I have regrets about my decision to make what I want to make? Sometimes, but not often.
I love being an artist who makes the kind of work that is inside me screaming to come out.
Every artist has to make their own decision about this. I don’t begrudge or think negatively of any artist who chooses the path they choose. Hey, we’re all artists, and we’re all just making our stuff and doing the best we can. Any artist who has the confidence to make their art and put it out there to be shown, seen, critiqued and purchased, has my congratulations and respect.
Making art is difficult and challenging, and making good or even exceptional art is even more difficult and challenging.
Make your art. Enjoy making it. Be proud of yourself and what you create.
My hope is that you are all artists who are making the kind of art you want to make. And, if you’re not, maybe it’s time for a change. Or at least a re-evaluation.
Best,
David